""Makna qurban dalam idul adha adalah bahwa kita harus ikhlas dalam menjalankan cobaan dari Allah. Kata lainnya adalah saat kita "disembelih" Allah, maka ikhlaslah dan bertawakal sehingga dengan keikhlasan itu kita akan mendapatkan "domba" sebagai penggantinya.
Sayangnya, saat kita menjadi bagian dari sembelihan Allah, kemungkinan kita tidak ikhlas dan berat sehingga tentu kita tidak mendapatkan gantinya berupa domba. Oleh karena itu, atas segala sesuatu yang terjadi kepada kita karena cobaan dari Allah, kita mesti ikhlas menjalaninya.
Muhammad Ainun Najib atau yang lebih akrab disapa Cak Nun dalam hal quran idul adha, menjelaskan, kalau kita sedang "disembelih" Allah, maka kita harus ikhlas dan tulus agar kita mendapatkan domba sebagaimana Ibrahim menyembelih Ismail. Masalahnya, kita seringkali tidak ikhlas saat disembelih Allah. Inilah hal yang paling berat, yaitu ikhlas dan tulus. Demikian arti dan makna qurban dalam idul adha menurut Emha (Muhammad) Ainun Najib (Cak Nun)."
If you guys know me well maybe you know all my problems this year. All my changes into a terrible human being. Someone who has worst anger and stress management.
To everyone surrounded me, you might know that this year probably my hardest year.
If you read this, I sincerely apologize because I annoy you, break your heart in some ways and craving for your attentions.
I do admit that I feel lonely, the entire time. Maybe I forgot that I had Allah as my company but right now I am starting to learn, all over again that He always watching me.
And this year is just another hard year for me. Someone told me that "Everyone's fighting their own battle". Other ones said that "You should stay strong for your own and your family".
Indeed, I look strong but deep down, I am a mess.
And ikhlas is the hardest thing to learn, at least Allah knows that I'm trying. Because when everyone's leaving I know that Allah will always be my company, and he will send me help from anyone's hand, anytime, anywhere.
Source: http://www.islamcendekia.com/2014/10/arti-makna-dan-hakikat-idul-adha-qurban.html?m=1
Learn To Let Go #Ikhlas #QurbanMoment
Adrina and her Blood Type B Traits
Disclaimer: Buat kamu yang tidak percaya sifat orang hanya dibagi menjadi 4 macam, apalagi berdasarkan golongan darah. Ah gak make sense. Mending ga usah scroll down ya ;)
Adrina and Her Aquarius Traits
Jadi paragraf pertama adalah prolog yang menegaskan bahwa pada dasarnya saya adalah orang yang cepat bosan akan sesuatu yang datar-datar saja. And within this post, I hope you guys will get to know me better, and in the future if you guys meet me in person you would treat me well.
Disclaimer:
Buat teman-teman yang tidak percaya dengan zodiak, kepribadian berdasarkan golongan darah, dan psikologi test 16personalities, sebaiknya tidak melanjutkan membaca post ini karena saya akan membahas tentang kepribadian. Yeah, I have a big concern on personality reading.
Let's get started.
Adrina lahir pada tanggal 13 Februari 1994. Which means I'm an Aquarian. Entah mengapa semua traits, sifat dasar seorang Aquarius sangat match dengan saya.
Another disclaimer:
Saya bukan orang yang percaya dengan zodiak to the point of, ramalan tentang karir, keuangan, asmara, dan lain-lain karena menurut saya itu sudah ada yang Maha Mengatur semuanya. Tapi yang saya amati, memang sifat dasar dari ke 12 zodiak itu somehow 80% benar. So yeah.
"Aquarius women are an exciting blend of mischief and deep thoughts. If you're looking for mental stimulation, fun and sexiness in one package, then this is the girl for you. Unpredictable, broadminded and often a little 'different' they are usually very intellectual and can be critcized as cold or distant by those who are more emotionally inclined, while being appreciated by those looking for an independent partner.
Aquarius women tend to come across as very self confident and independent in several ways:
She's unlikely to be interested in winning approval or compliments, making her often bold, non-conforming, and sometimes shocking. Many Aquarians are amused by narrow minded people, and aren't beyond doing or saying things purely to see the reaction they get. They aren't aggressive people per se, but they can be a little mischievous in this area!
Since she's probably not concerned as to what other people think of her, she often doesn't bother forming opinions about other people's behavior; a 'live and let live' attitude may be evident. Along these lines she's very unlikely to be into gossip, or to ever be petty.
Intellectual, radical and exciting she may view others as slightly predictable and stuffy, appreciating those who are slightly unique themselves. Aquarians are often rebels at heart. They tend to have relatively few close friends, but those they do have they will tend to have a very strong mental connection with.
Aquarius women tend to be relatively detached at the start of a relationship. Partners often wonder if she is really interested in them at all. This works well with independent partners, but can cause a lot of confusion for those who prefer regular feedback. (If I had a dollar for every Scorpio who has emailed me regarding their Aquarius woman ignoring them...)
Aquarians are the scientists of the zodiac. They tend to question most things rather than just accepting them at face value, and have a healthy disregard for tradition and social expectations for their own sake. If something doesn't make sense they are often the first to suggest changing it.
Very often they have unique views which can make them fascinating (they also make some of the best astrologers)
Aquarians can come across as detached, distant or even cold at times. This is partly because they often get distracted by their deep thoughts, and partly because they tend to to be 'big picture' people rather than 'people' people. Most Aquarians would say that humanity as a whole is more important than any individual." source: www.compatible-astrology.com
Mari dibahas satu persatu apakah treats Aquarius Woman di atas sesuai dengan saya.
1. Deep thoughts. Yes. Mulai dari kesedihan orang, sampai Bruce berubah jadi Caitlyn Jenner juga saya pikirin.
2. Unpredictable. Yes. Saya orangnya seringkali spontan. Uhuy.
3. Broadminded and amused by narrow minded people. Kamu berpikiran sempit sesempit celana dalam baru beli? Jangan dekat-dekat dengan saya, or I will criticize your way of thinking.
4. Different. Yes. Aquarius pada dasarnya orang-orang yang unik bahkan freak, dan ga malu diberi label freak.
5. Cold or distant. Yes. Please, dari almarhum Papa, sampai teman laki-laki yang saya kenal dari SD dan SMP, semua bilang saya judes. Ya saya memang seringkali appear as cold resting bitch face kalau belum kenal baik dengan orang. But once you got to know me better, be ready for other surprises.
6. Very self confident. Yes. On my case, maybe karena dari SMP saya terbiasa dengan OSIS yang dituntut untuk selalu bertemu dengan orang dari yang sebaya hingga berurusan dengan guru, dan Paduan Suara yang meskipun tampil di panggungnya beramai-ramai but I guess it's somehow gimme experiences about how to be confident.
7. Independent. Yes. Kalau kalian sering papasan dengan Adrina di public place, sendirian, bahkan makan di kafe, sendirian. Jangan kaget atau bahkan kasian. Please I don't need your pity. Because I appreciate my independence. Aquarius is a nature free-spirited person yang suka kebebasan.
8. Probably not concerned as to what other people think of her. Yes. I have an IDGAF mood all the time. If my rules don't match your rules I don't care.
9. Intellectual, radical, and exciting. Yes, yes, and yes. Banyak yang bilang saya smart #ehem. Radikal, ya kalau saya lagi emosi dan marah please don't be around me guys because I will bite when I get mad. Exciting, yes, curious? Huh
10. Rebels. I dunno how to explain this because saya sebenarnya tipe penurut, yang awalnya melawan. Jadi saat ada sesuatu yang tidak sesuai dengan saya, saya akan melawan, negotiate, dan ujung-ujungnya nurut juga.
11. Relatively few close friends. Dude, I'm actually tired when people often say that I'm a girl who has so many friends. Bahkan dilabeli dengan istilah hits yang mungkin sebenarnya adalah replacement dari kata famous which means terkenal. No. Biasa aja. I only trust really few close friends, sisanya ya anggap saja fans or even haters. Lol.
12. Appreciate humanity. Yes. Saya suka bingung sih saya anak IPA dengan jiwa sosial yang cukup tinggi.
Okay, let's end this right here and I will make another posts about blood type and ENFP traits. So yeah, keep on reading.
Your proud Aquarian,
Adrina
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Hello? It's me. No, this post isn't going to be about Adele.
I know it's way way too late, but within this post I wanna say "Thank You" for my post graduation life.
Maybe if you know me from social media, you see me as a frequent updater. But why I didn't post a lot from my graduation day?
Almost everyone cherishes their graduation day. Meanwhile for me, it was so bitter. I understand that I'm not the only one who came without her daddy. You might get bored whenever I posted about how I missed him. For me graduation day is not more than a celebration and a farewell. Because what's real is you should be sad, because you're officially unemployed lol.
Well, people with bad emotion management like me would find it hard with handling emotion and took a longer time to be completely healed. My 9th semester was really hard and I was isolated myself from my beloved friends. And I was really sorry for that. My final test was so lonely. Only my auntie and my friend from another department could make it to see me. Even I couldn't get to see my friends from Communication department.
It was hard. It was really hard for me to stabilize my emotion, actually. I almost met psychologue but since I had friend and cousin who studied Psychology, thanks to them I could talk to them to helped me.
It was still hard until I got back to my home. Almost 2 months I've spent with jobseeking and again... Isolating from my friends. And now that I got here to be placed in Daddy's office, I'm doing fine. I'm recovering.
And for the past two months I've realized that I really learned a lot from my immature attitude in 2015. I wanna grow up and use social media wisely. As an ENFP like me who always tell my bestfriends everything, it was hard to be quiet for awhile. But thanks to that, I've grown up to be 22 years old Adrina who have learned that, no matter how hard I left my besties, the best ones will always waiting for me and looking for me. And if you guys one of that besties, congratulation guys you have passed the "How to be Friend With Adrina" test of 2016 lol.
So, thank you for those who stay. If you guys read this, I just wanna you to know that I can't pay your kindness. Thank you for everyone who stay by my side and never left. For the flowers, pictures, and the most important that is presence. I can't thank you enough.
And of course for my family who treated me well for past 4,5 years in Bandung. For every support and help that I can't afford.
And for the one love that I almost compeletely left last year that is Allah, thank you for bring me back to home, to the right path, to your way.
Sincerely,
Your beloved Adrina Inayati Utami, S. Ikom <3